Have you ever had a feeling that everyone else is moving on? As though you we're in that one scene in a movie where you are standing in a crowd of people, each one of those million faces that you will never know, pass by you rapidly as you stand in that one spot, stagnant? It's lonely. I feel lost.

And then I remember, I have one last piece of Lindt in my sweater pocket. Now I'm all better

-Elle Are Emm

Friday: Morning class--> home--> slept--> read book--> Jason's

Saturday: Finished said book-->sleep--> mine sweeper (FINALLY got up to 69% from my 68)--> sleep--> Schindler's List at the Aquinos

Sunday: Read more book--> sleep--> mine sweeper--> read--> sleep--> minesweeper--> McD run (CHA CHING! FREE FRIES)

-Elle Are Emm

for gossips and unreliable people. True, I am not the most innocent person out there, but at least I can say for myself that I don't actively go out of my way to hear false truth about other people, nor am I ever the one to instigate or spread rumours. I don't see why this is happening to me, in all honesty I have so much going on with my personal life that this situation that I thought I have put past me is the last thing I want occupying even a second of my time. So there, I shall leave it at that.

On a happier note, for a couple of of days now, we have been dog-sitting for a friend. He's name is Maxi and he is just like a bigger version of Aso. Bigger and more cuddly version that is! so cuddly in fact, that the last two days, I've dragged him to sleep with me on my bed! Remember: it's only animal cruelty when someone calls you out on it, that and when the SPCA comes knocking on your door. (KIDDING!)

Aso (on the left) and Maxi (to the right). He's like Aso's long lost older brother! SOO CUTE!

No love for you tonight xanga

Deals are always appreciated, especially being a Poverty Stricken College Student, such as myself. Today (yesterday) was a good day late class that ends early are always fun! was supposed to help KL with her assignment but it fell through. Also, I know I was supposed to use Monday and Tuesday as a study time but eh , instead I chose to wonder around a stationary and an English shop after class to waste time, go home, hang out and eat popcorn with JB then finally catch two movies: Beastly was as expected; a lighthearted movie that you don't expect much from Unknown was enjoyable on its own right. Man it's really hard to find newly released movies with substance nowadays. *Sigh

-Elle Are Emm

Decided to get my hair permed yesterday afternoon, at a school nonetheless because I'm a broke student like that. LONGEST 3 hours of my life! I don't know what got to me that made me think I have the patient or concentration to sit for 3 hours straight! my butt hurts until now! Hmmmmnn, I'm quite excited but I don't know what to fully think yet, except this: I should really be more assertive with what I want. I JUST new that the curls were going to be smaller and more of rings, instead of medium curls I was going for,  when I saw the small rollers they were using and judging by the amount of hair they were putting up in each rollers. C'mon, THAT was logic. And yet, I choose to keep my mouth shut after a few feeble attempt of trying to explain what I wanted. I would chuck it up to language barriers but in reality it was mostly me. To be fair though, the woman did say that the curlers were of "medium" girth and that my hair wouldn't hold anything looser as it is quite "heavy". It's done now, I'm just going to have to learn how to work with it until about a a year from now when my hair decides to grow back in.

-Elle Are Emm

how many --if not ALL- people mistake me as someone older. I can't comprehend it, sure I wear glasses but I hardly wear makeup. Also, you'd think that my still pubescent face would give my age away I just don't want to look like a 30 year old when I'm in my 20's.

-Elle Are Emm

Whoever created this delightful desert is a GENIUS!.

It is now Saturday, it was spent mostly at work after a night of not partying.

Friday was a bit more eventful. After school, I felt obligated to accompany a friend to a party in Downtown, where else right? It wasn't exactly the typical hotel party I've attended in the past, only because it was segregated as it was a different crowd. To be honest though, I think I'm done with partying, at least for now. There's way too many other things I need to be responsible for, that getting wasted out of my mind is the last thing I want to do. Of course, what triggered this would be the event of the summers' past. As embarrassing as it is to recall that one summer night at camp, I'm really thankful that it happened. Not only has it hindered my taste for alcohol, but it has also put things in perspective. I'm glad that I've experienced and had gotten that part of my life over with. Now I can move on with caution.

-Elle Are Emm

Mother dearest! Although it was technically yesterday, but it is never too late right?

 I'd like to take this time to thank Him for the most wonderful, inspirational, hardworking woman I know. I feel blessed and undeserving to have her in my life.

Today was another clinic day. My shift wasn't busy as I only had one official patient who just had an IRS sauna. So I tried to keep myself busy by running around for other people, only to realize at the end of the day, that I only accumulated 1.5 credit for myself. Busiest last 40 mins of my shift EVER as I tried to find people to give treatments too. Therefore it was given when I came home that I would just pass out after eating dinner. TGIF though.

-Elle Are Emm

It's only 9PM and this household is already quiet as everyone's asleep. So what did I do? I went to get Aso from his slumber at the foot of the parent's bed. When I got him upstairs though, he proceeded to fall asleep in my arms for a few minutes, wiggled out and escaped without me noticing. This is very strange.

Other than that, my day went as usual, nothing worth nothing except for the split second when BB winked at me *swoon*.

-Elle Are Emm

PS. I dropped by a salon/school on my way home. I was thinking of getting my hair permed. Yes? No? Let me just say though, from how the exterior look + its location, I was pleasantly surprised that it looked very presentable inside.