Summary of the past half year...or so 

Lets start off with THE big one shall we?

 

It's strange, nerve wracking, absolutely terrifying AND a relief to finally divulge this out in the open but alas, there it is;  as of December 20th, 2012  I officially graduated. My journey of 3 years has almost ended.

To be honest I am without a lack of coherence verbalizing my thoughts with regards to this matter... It's about 90% of the reason why I stopped blogging. It has just been the most difficult thing, I have ever had to do thus far. And it was at this point when it dawned on me;  that moment of my life was my inauguration to adulthood; and I just wanted to run way and sleep until it hopefully solved itself. But of course it didn't. 

In any case, I didn't expect, and frankly didn't care if I graduated or not. The final, final, final project --and literally the only thing- I needed to graduate was a bust. Again. The first two times I did that class (the first being I dropped out, and the second I failed) I must admit, I did not even try. However, as stupid as it sounds, it was very disheartening the 3rd time around when half of my effort didn't pay off. Alas, eventually, after multiple meetings with the administration, I think they finally took pity on me and gave me a last and final chance. I did not deserve it, and yet a miracle occurred because a few weeks after the class ended, I received my diploma in the mail. 

As a naive, ambitious child, I must admit, I had envisioned my graduation day very differently. First, I thought it would take place the year prior, and that I would be there sitting in, being bored yet eager.

Sooooo... the next logical step just seemed to be registering for the board exam which was to take place in a little over 2 months. I gathered all the necessary prerequisites, payed the fee and was on my way to studying. And then  I couldn't; it felt as though I had burned right through the wick.

After spending 2 sleepless weeks, I finally decided on January 19, 2013 at 4:50 am to put my current plans into suspension. It honestly felt like it was the best decision I've made during the past 3 + years. A huge weight lifted off my shoulder and I was finally able to heave a sigh of relief I didn't know I was holding in. And I just lay in bed, motionless, asking myself "now what?",  because for the first time in my personal history, I had nothing I needed/wanted to do. I could focus on the trivial and the now, at least for the better part of the year. It was something I needed. 

 

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I've literally tried to finish this particular blog for weeks now, and my first few attempts failed because of technical difficulties. I think I'll just post a series of non-chronological picture with short description. 

Near the Christmas season, I had searched for a seasonal job to act as a distraction from school. I got hired in a retail position right on the spot but it fell through. Luckily, a friend had to leave her job so I took over around the end of November.

 

Parents spent a little over 3 weeks in the Philippines, after Christmas. I'm so happy for that they've finally seen their respective family, especially daddy, who has not returned home ever since we emigrated. With that said, we did go food-less after baby Bill burnt through mother's frozen meals. Looking back, I have no idea how Aso survived. 

Spent the first half of the first weekend of February in Harrisson, meaning to go to the hot spring, only to find that we had to stay in the hotel that houses it, where we spontaneously decided that we're going on a trip in the summer.

Daddy turns 48! I actually had to split the weekend between Harrisson and Daddy because I couldn't miss both.

Baby Bill learned how to pump gas, and got his driver's license...oh yeah he also has a job now. They grow up so fast :')

Saw many shows, ate lots of food, slept many sleep overs with the friends. 

Painted room, because I wanted it to look like a proper room.

 This picture  does not do it justice. In the past my room has always been deep red and I don't know what made me thought of it, but this time around I decided on an earthy theme. 1/4 of my wall is mossy green and the rest is light chocolate. Furniture, bed sheets, even my ceiling lights are a variation of brown. I couldn't be anymore pleased. 

I'v also picked up running. I haven't been very consistent but at least I'm doing something.  

Due to conflicts, I ended up quitting work. I hadn't expected it but leaving after my last shift was actually quite sad, mostly for the fact that I wouldn't be working with my awesome coworkers anymore. In any case though, most of the people I started with had already left. I had planned on reducing my hours, because I was actually working 5-6 days/week, and sometimes even 2 weeks straight. But as time goes on, my experience with this company just turned very sour.  It was a long drama that I didn't need so I left.

It's still sad because we get customers like these little adorable man, that I would probably never see.

We had dinner and saw a movie before my manager went home down under. I'm still somewhat in contact with him and hopefully will get to see him when/if he comes back 

With all of that said, I've finally wasted more time than I originally intended to, now I'm somewhat  motivated to get back into the groove of studying and may be perhaps go for the next board exam.

Oh yeah, meet the Fapping Station or Fappy for short aka the ultra book of my dream. I have never thought "sexy" about any piece of machinery until I laid my myopic eyes on these last year. Funny story, for shits and giggles I started referring to this obviously-too-advance-indulgence as a fapping station. Father and I bought it hardly use and factory restored for 50$ less, last week of May, because Future Shop didn't have any more in stock but this one. I mean when I opened it, I had to set it up etc etc. But a few days later it blue-screened, as Windows are inclined to do, and when I turned it on again, clicked on the Chrome icon, it opened to the "most visited" panels, to my utter shock and surprise, one of the panels was one for a porn site. I originally thought DP, who was on it for  brief while did it as a joke, but when I looked through my history, I couldn't find said porn site. So I type the address in search, sure enough it was there, however it dated way back in April. It just doesn't make sense, I still can't wrap my head around it.

 

 

 

Elle Are Emm

 

 

 

 

I super, mega, duper miss blogging. I stopped for a couple of reasons;  the biggest being the last time I put up an actual blog I was in a very confusing place that I quite frankly didn't want to deal with. That and my old laptop finally broke down.

I still wish I had kept track of those confusing, frustrating and depressing long months though, because somewhere in between there had been happy and enriching moments. In any case, I could try to update those months in another blog. However I just want to take this time to talk to remind myself that everything is better now and that I really only have to take one day at a time 

 

-Elle Are Emm 

4 am and I can't sleep. This impending board exam (yes! BOARDS, oh have I a lot to catch you up on) has me really bugged. I'm so hesitant and I'm double thinking it. Not a good sign. Not good, at all. Yes I'm lazy, but it's because I'm not passionate. I'm directionless right now and I've come to terms with it. I have to stop being "smart" and just trust my instincts. I think I know what I have to do

-Elle Are Emm

Yes, in my 21 years, I can finally say that this overwhelming feeling is what they refer to as "love". The only difference is, it isn't my own love and romance but my parents'. It's so overwhelming in fact, that throughout my day, this overbearing feeling would wash over and take a hold of me at the most random of moments that I would be rendered tearful and motionless on the spot. Oddly enough, I do not ever hope of striving for a such partnership. Mostly because there's is such a strong and rare bond that to duplicate it would surely lead to failure. However, I am greatful to the heavens above that in this lifetime, it granted me the undeserved opportunity to bear witness to such glory

-Elle Are Emm

I really just hate the world right now. And I have no reasonable explanation why. I'm the luckiest girl in the world,  I posses more than what I deserve -more than what I bothered to work for- but this very strong hatred emminating from within me is scary. These dark, dark thoughts coming unbided is frightening me and I don't know what to do about it. I'm angry, confused, emotional and borderline suicidal right now. I'm trying to figure out the source of this ball of negativity while figuring out an outlet and I just don't know.

 

-Elleareemm

Or does it really matter? 

Day is off to a good start. Here's my to done list so far:

[x] Woke up early (6 am)

[x] Walked the dog

[x] Washed the dog

[x] Ate a meal

[x] Dropped off the mother

[x] Got gas

[x] Deposited mother's check

[x] Cleaned the rabbit's litter

[x] Fed the rabbit

[x] Washed the dishes

[x] Rebooked blood donation appointment

[x] Did the laundry

[x] Made bed

[x] Cleaned up room

 

BOOM! and it's only 11:25 AM. I haven't felt this accomplished in a while 

 

-Elle Are Emm

 

Pressure is on for me to finish   start on this god forsaken paper that I must do for school. But I don't even want to talk about that. 

Instead of sharing my irrelevant few days, there is actually something I want to blog about. I don't want to -nor should I- make any excuses for the following statement: I want to be healthy. Sure, loosing weight would be nice too, but first and foremost, I just want to start living a semblance of what we, as humans, are meant to back in our ancestral days. 

To be honest, I'm quite hesitant to put this thought in writing, because in doing so, I feel as though it's a manifesto with which will hold me responsible. And quite frankly, I am just too damn lazy with no self-discipline. I joke about that, but as I am getting older, I don't think it's acceptable to be joking about a serious matter such as health, and it's about damn time I get my shit together and  practice  learn some self discipline, may that be health, school, financial etc. I need to learn responsibilities, time management and all things adults are supposed to know. 

Another thing that held - and as a matter of fact, still holding me back- is that I LOVE food and as irrational as it is, I'm afraid that choosing the healthy lifestyle might/will hinder and limit my food choices. Sure, I want less flab and more muscle mass, but I also don't want to be so caught up with being/staying healthy that I've forgotten to live and enjoy the finer things in life. I know; moderation is key, I just have to put it in practice.

 

To get started, I just downloaded 2 apps on my tablet; one to keep track of my diet, the other to keep track of my exercise. Let's just see how this will turn out. 

 

 

-Elle Are Emm

I sit here in the dark, listening to old tunes in Youtube as I ponder about the meaning of life  

JAY KAY.  Here's my October so far

 

October 1

Having the greatest weather we've had in a while especially for an October. Picked up a book from VPL downtown, then DC birthday in the evening where I amused myself a little too much by playing with Doobie the Golden Retriever and not so much with Taco the chihuahua; his face kind of scared me to be honest. 

 

October 4

Late dinner plus stargazing with MF in a park, near an elementary school, by my house, for her astronomy assignment. Wasn't cold and creepy at all. 

Also told her of night before when I was browsing through my old blogs, and found a post about a best friend that I had at that point in time. To this day, for the life of my, I still can't remember to whom that blog refer. Makes me sad really, from the brief post, this person seemed to be important to me at the time.

October 5

KS with Aso. Had Boston Pizza delivered, at the house, watched a whole bunch of movies and naps at the house with this lady.  I later dropped her off in the evening after a quick extremely last minute,  run at the mall to buy wire cubed shelves to turn into a rabbit condo for Ulam.

Daddy is home again for a couple of days. He finally helped me build the cage after hearing me struggle. My hero . 

Nothing, nothing can beat our DIY projects together.  Though I did something very terrible when the next day, the mother asked me to move the cage upstairs and out of the way as she was having company over. As we were having a hard time manoeuvring the cage through the doorway, Bill being his impatient self , grabbed it and made it slightly fall apart. See, at this point, I was already aggravated and exasperated that moving the cage should be such a struggle, so I snapped, grabbed the entirety of the cage, forgot the effort and the previous sleepless night, and promptly hurled it outside. Yeah, at 20 I still throw tantrum fits.

 

October 6

I honestly didn't feel like associating with people since I was in such an awful mood. I was surprised that the parents, though incessant that I clean up my mess, was not very firm about it. You might be wondering where the rabbit was as all this was happening, well, as a joke I had meant to very temporarily leave it inside a pillow cage. Well, I hadn't wanted to come near her because I was afraid that at my mood, I might do something more horrible that I will very  much regret. So there, I left her in the pillow case far longer than I would like to admit. 

 

Needless to say, I holed up in my room the whole day and afternoon, until the friends came over. Yes I had extended an invitation earlier but I really didn't want to deal with anyone at that point. Impatient I may be, but my parents didn't raise me to be rude, so I sucked it up and eventually opened my bedroom door. 

Very misleading Halloween costume.

This is how we spend Saturdays. 

Without a fail, LG, CB, DP took over my bed again, what was I to do but keep myself busy through the night. In the middle of doing nothing in particular, after my parents finished cleaning up and was heading to their room, it became apparent that my father was drunk. Here was when his disappointment in my earlier action came through as he tried to convey his drunk emotions through slurred words. I had to suppress tears from spilling over my eyes, because as comedic as he was acting, it still hurts me that I had disappointed him by acting childish and making him think that I had disregarded his help and efforts from the night before.  The ironic thing is, after this talk, I had tried to regroup all the materials that had been scattered throughout the house and lost my temper yet again when I was coming up unsuccessful. Anyway, I eventually got started with rebuilding the cage, but left it partially done when I ran out of materials. 

 

October 7

Woke up to the three shuffling around. Chatted, had some form of breakfast, then split up, CB and LG to their respective homes, DP and I to gather more supplies for my cage. 

You know your father has a hang over when: he asks you to drive to get noodles. He held up pretty well; he honestly didn't even look hang over. Then THIS happened:

That's my father, outside of the bank, bent over and puking his guts out. From that, it escalated to this:

Then this:

yeahhhppp

 

Best noodles hands down. The tea, not so much. 

By the time we finished eating, my father finally had life back into him. Ahh, alcohol 

We got home, and after a few hours, I was finally able to put the rabbit condo back together again. Some adjustments are still need to be made before I can be happy with it. Also, I need to think up a solution on what to do when it starts to pour and snow. 

Church in the evening, then early Thanksgiving dinner. Which I didn't have because this is what my parents decided to serve:

Delicious you say? Well all I see is death trap. I might have already mentioned this one-too-many-times, but I am allergic to seafood. Not all seafood, though everything on this table; a small, tiny  detail my parents seems to ALWAYS forget. True, my allergy is not severe, but it's enough to deter me from consuming certain seafoods. This dinner was very disheartening to me and I felt very neglected and excluded, not to mention hungry. After taking obligatory family photos for my mom to post on Facebook, I expressed my disappointment quietly and headed upstairs.

I had a bout with middle child syndrome. 

 

They felt bad and asked me to order pizza, even some monetary bribe that my broke ass refused because; it's not about being hungry, it's about sending a message. Sure I gave in hours later, but it was still sad that I had Tim Hortons as  my Thanksgiving meal while everyone else was well fed.

Speaking of, my night actually got better when the Tita/manager gifted me this secretly. I had been coming back for weeks just to try this out of a friend's recommendation but they always seem to not have it when I'm there. 

 

October 8

My mom: the overly enthusiastic tourist. 

In light of the events last night, I feel that my mother allowed me this spontaneous Seattle trip with LG and bros, JB, CB, DP, out of pity. But hey, who am I to complain?

 

We left around 7 am. Headed to Tukwila for Jollibee then back to Tulalip outlet for some shopping.

Shameless confessions: I enjoy Chow King more than I do Jollibee

We know how to have fun. 

 

October 8

Job interview for a seasonal position. Wouldn't hire me if I were them

I wasn't aware that it was a group interview, nor of the fact that one is supposed to bring a copy of their resume and cover letter to give to the employer. I was debating with myself, but then I thought that it wouldn't make sense for them not to already have a copy of my resume when they've already obviously seen it. 

It's strange how simultaneously vast and tiny the world is. During my job interview, there was a younger girl there that had attended the same high school I did. I think we may even had played in the same band. I hadn't really talk to her then because we each have our own group of friends. I recognize her face but wasn't sure of her name, but out of mutual companionship, and to pass time, we managed to hold conversation while waiting for the interview to start. We even walked around the mall, and supermarket afterwards.

I even bought us some frozen treats, and she gave me discount on some rabbit supplies that I bought at her workplace which we visited. 

 

October 9

Watched Taken 2 with the family minus the dad. Then late dinner at Boston Pizza since it was the only place open.

Was so hungry that when I was skimming the menu, my eyes decided to skip over the listed "shrimp" ingredient. 

But I think I've got my dislike for seafood figured out. See, to me, shrimp, lobster and crabs are not only a hassle to eat for the most part, it's also frequently tasteless, plus to me, it has no substance. Meaning, when I bite down on it, it feels like nothing in my mouth. I don't know if that makes sense, but that's the only way I could describe it.

 

During dinner, we got into a heated argument about my father's desire to help out his side of the family. This isn't exactly new, and the fact that everyone else seems to favour my maternal side of the family is also not a secret. See, I get their reasoning, and I know where both of my siblings and mother are coming from. But to me, I choose to ignore my father's family's flaws and shortcomings for my dad's sake. So I support his decision throughout. I think a compromise is in order to settle this matter though. 

 

-Elle Are Emm

 

 

 

Guilty pleasure confessions: I think it's time I come out and say it. As much as I would deny it if any one asks in person, I enjoy watching/reading and subsequently annoying myself arguing with corny, cheesy, implausible and beyond improbable plotted movies/books. This just became startlingly clear when, the other day, searching for particular pictures for my recent blog post, I reactivated my Facebook and perused through past albums. I completely forgot that I actually have TWO albums dedicated solely for Twilight *oh dear gods*. I also used to do surveys on Facebook to pass time, and lacking creativity, I chose to quote books that I am currently reading at the time, hence there were one too many posts referencing Twilight. But I mean, that's just exhibit A. I am also known to indulge in romcom Asian dramas.  AND FINE, I also have read all Fifty Shades Trilogy way faster that I'd like to admit. 

I think the impossibleness of the very generic plot of helpless, plain, girl being saved by the masculine, beyond-handsome rich guy is what's appealing to it. And not appealing in a sense that I wish I could be the protagonist in the story, I mean appealing in a sense that I like imagining the many different ways I would react had I been the love interest. 

September 21

Spontaneous hookah session with the Kuya and his friends. Shisha in a elevation training mask? Why not?

September 22

In celebration of Baby Bill's graduation, mother threw a house party. Didn't get any pictures but here's Aso being abused with kisses and cuddles by everyone:

 

September 24

Running around the house looking for my keys, when I was told that DP actually had them from the party the weekend before. Went to her house un-showered and barely awake. We were chatting on her kitchen when she realized this:

Her cellphone case and my sweater exactly match.

 

September 27

Hi, my name is Elle Are Emm and I have hungry eyes. Bad, bad, BAD habit that must  stop. But hey, I didn't eat the whole day so when we came out to a really late dinner, I just had to order 4 things on the menu. 

September 28 

Ulam was running low on provisions, with the mother's help, we actually managed to find this place where they sell hay in truckloads. 

 

September 29

The evening was off to a great start: sunny but not hot, and people were over all pleasant and more than agreeable. 

Might be slightly illegal, but I my night was made TWICE. 1) Random man offered me his expired transit ticket, and upon realizing his mistake, he actually bothered to walk back to give me his recent one. 2) two young man offered their transit seats to children. See these things does not happen very often in my presence, so it's definitely a GMH moment.

MF is currently taking a music class in her University. Part of the program is to regularly attend concerts/opera, she gets to bring one other person and since she's a student, she gets awesome discounts. 

I was a flautist all throughout high school where we had the opportunity and honour to perform in various locations and functions. Needless to say I appreciate music even though I have very little knowledge of it. This concert chilled me to the bones and it made me gapped-mouth in wonder throughout.  

Ahhh, bathroom graffiti's at it's finest.  Anyway, after the concert, we stopped by a very disappointing creperie where we saw and had a brief conversation with DJ. 

At the station where we were waiting for JB  and LG, we bumped into an old classmate. And all I can say is, dannng puberty did you well good sir.   As if my night and mood can't get any better right? Since it was still relatively early for a Saturday, I invited them over to my place where the Kuya and his friends were having a scary movie marathon. 

September 30 

Went to a family dinner party after finally dropping off my form in school. Then watched The Mistress 

The return of a very bitchy dog. For some reason, this dog has never liked me =/

 

-Elle Are Emm

3am and I may or may not have reactivated my Facebook once again and gone on an unfriending spree. I have recently been entertaining the idea of permanently reactivating my Facebook more and more. But we'll see.

I was going to finish my blog post for September, but for old time sake, I shall fill out this survey which I used to frequently do when I used to have Facebook

 

*****

1. When was the last time you swam in a pool?
LONGG TIME AGO. I don't even remember! I used to swim like a fish as a kid, but I started disliking it because of body issues. Got over it. But now I'm visually impaired and it's very disorienting not to wear glasses. Wearing contacts isn't an option for swimming though. 

2. Do you like to party?
Impartial

3. If your ex suddenly kissed you right now, what would you do?
I would have to get an ex first (lol some things never change)

4. You seeing someone?
Nope

5. What are your parents views on sex?
Not before marriage

6. If you ran into your current crush in 10 years would you marry them?
Which one? LOL! There has been one too many. But sure, I'll marry any one of them 

7. Is your best friend dating anyone?
Most of my good friends are in a relationship

8. Describe the shirt you’re wearing.
Grey and old

9. Do people who wear Hollister and Abrerbrombie every day bother you?
No

10. Could you go out in public without wearing make-up?
I rarely wear makeup

11. What is one feature that you don’t like?
On me? My very acne prone skin

12. Would people describe you as happy?
Sure, though I don't think that would be the first adjective that'll come to mind when describing me

13. Are you single?
NBSB 

14. Does it bother you that pretty much every survey you take asks if you’re single?
No. Though it is pointless

15. Do you have Tumblr?
Yes. But it's been inactive for some years now

16. What about Xanga?
LOL! I'm on it now

17. Have you ever babysat before?
Yes

18. Is there a teacher who you absolutely hate?
Naw

19. Ever shopped at Sephora?
Yes

20. If your current partner suddenly moved away what would you do?
If I had a partner, and they move away I'd let them (?) 

21. Do you have any university plans?
Yes

22. If your best friend revealed she was a homosexual, what would you do?
"I've always known"
23. What are your views on sex?
Sex is a normal, biological process needed for any species survival

24. Do sexual questions bother you?
No. Not really

25. Would you rather have sex with your partner or break up?
What? This question doesn't even make sense

26. Have you ever dreamed about your wedding?
'Fcourse

27. Does it bother you when people TYpe 1yk dis’? Nd stuff?
FUCK YES

28. Do you delete pictures of you and your exes off of Facebook?
Literally not a concern for me

29. Would you ever date a friends Ex?
Most likely not. Unless they dates in like Gr 6 or something. LOLOL

30. What’s the last book you read?
Sinner -Sara Douglass

31. Ready for 10 simple questions?
Bring it

32. What is your last name?
Malbataan

33. What grade are you in?
Grade college

34. What school do you go to?
WCCMT

35. Summer, Fall, Winter or Spring?
Fall

36. Favorite Color?
Black and white

37. Are your parents together?
Always and forever

38. Any siblings?
Two

39. Favorite subject?
English and biology

40. Least favorite subject?
Case FUCKING study

41. Favorite song?
None

42. Okay. Simple questions are over. Happy?
... it was never complex...

43. How many friends do you have on Facebook?
2-300+? IDK

44. Ever been requested by some old guy from another country?
No

45. Have you ever googled yourself?
Yes

46. Have a Formspring?
Yes

47. You’re offered free tickets to a Justin Bieber concert. What do you do?
Wait til the day before the concert then resell it 4x it's price

48. Would you rather spend the day at an amusement park or a water park?
At home

49. Been to Disney world?
No.

50. If someone posts their status “9 Inches ” do you know what they mean?
No.

51. Ever had a boyfriend?
No.

52. Ever had a huge crush on someone who still doesn’t know?
Yes LOLOLOL

53. Have you done something in the last week that you regret?
Yes

54. Ever drank alcohol?
Yes

55. Know anyone who’s currently doing drugs?
Yes

56. Ever watched The Hills?
No

57. What about Jersey Shore?
No

58. Ever called someone a slut?
As a joke

59. What do you think of short shorts?
Assss...hmmnnn

60. Does it bother you if people swear around you?
When literally every other word is a swear word

61. Have you ever gotten an A in a subject?
Yes

62. What about a B?
Yes

63. And a C?
Yes

64. How about a D?
It's not the same as "F" right? What the hell is a "D"? I was never clear on that 

65. Ever plagiarised?
To some degree

66. Would you consider yourself popular and outcast or somewhere in the middle?
I consider myself friendly and surrounded by good company

67. Are most of your friends older or younger than you?
Older. Not by much though

68. Ever been stabbed In the back by a close friend?
Yes 

69. Do you think it’s immature when people laugh at the number 69?
Depends on the situation 

70. Ever watched Porn?
Yes. Welcome to the internet

71. How many laws do you think you’ve broken in the past month?
Going over the speed limit. 

72. Do you wake up with an alarm clock?
Only when I need to

73. Do you prefer Wednesdays or Thursdays?
Fuck Wednesdays

74. If your school had a Glee Club would you join?
FUCK NO

75. Ever performed in a talent show?
I'm talentless

76. Have you ever cried in public?
Probably

77. Do you have a favorite between your Mom and your Dad?
Not preference per se, I just have a different relationship with my Dad seeing as I'm the sole girl

78. Would you audition for a reality talent competition?
Talentless

79. How many celebrity crushes have you had?
Too many to count

80. How many non-celebrity crushes have you had?
Even more than celebrity crushes

81. Name 5 male celebrities who you think are attractive.
Off the top of my head: Tom Welling, Jason Statham, Brad Pitt, Hugh Dancy, Matt Damon. 

82. Name 5 female celebrities who you think are attractive.
Again, off the top of my head: Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Aniston, Megan Fox, Christina Hendrix, Kirsten Kruek

83. Ever been compared to a celebrity?
No

84. Have any embarrassing pictures on Facebook?
Each and every single one

85. Do you think spending 20$ on Lip Gloss is a waste of money?
Yes

86. Ever used Opinionated?
Don't even know what that is

87. Do you have a favorite store?
Any food store

88. Would you ever wear Flare Jeans?
Sure

89. Do you own jeans that aren’t skinny?
Yes

90. Have you ever worn the same outfit twice in one week?
Probably

91. What’s the longest period of time you’ve been away from school?
A summer

92. Do you google abbreviations you don’t understand?
Yes

93. Does it bother you when people have cats as their profile picture?
Why should it?

94. Own a pair of converse?
No

95. Is there a teacher at your school who has obvious favorites?
Probably

96. If yes, are you one of them?
LOL. No

97. Do you text in class?
Yes

98. What brand of jeans do you wear the most?
Not very particular with brands

99. At what point do you think sizes are “Plus Sized?” Most magazines say 10. Do you agree?
If there is any less than "Not giving a shit" then that's how much I care for this question

100. Do you want to lose weight? 
I want to be healthy *answers this with  KitKat in mouth at 4am*

101. Ever seen a therapist?
Physio Therapist?

102. Ever watched porn?
Already answered this

103. Ever purposely ignored a text?
For the time being. Eventually answer it

104. A facebook message?
No. I don't think so

105. A poke?
Yes

106. A friend request?
Probably

107. Would you say you read into things too much?
Used to

108. Is your best friend more likely to be the one suggesting something stupid or refusing to do something stupid?
I'm the instigator

109. Do you have a “fun friend?” (A friend who you have tons of fun with but you never really have deep conversations?)
Naw

110. Ever been called a bully?
LOLOLOL

111. Ever purposely hurt yourself?
Yes

112. Ever gone to church?
Yes

113. Would you call either or your parents screw ups?
Hell no

114. If you turned out exactly like your Dad would you be pleased?
More than pleased :')

115. What about your Mom?
I am like my mom to a degree, that's why we clash 

116. Let me guess… You have brown hair?
Wrong, fucker

117. Already know what you’re being for Halloween?
Kind of

118. Do you still go Trick or Treating?
No 

119. Ever liked someone WAY older than you?
HAHAHA. Yes. David Caruso, Liam Neeson 

120. Does it bother you when people have really loud conversations on the bus?
Only when I'm reading

121. When you have sunglasses on, do you stare at people?
Yes LOLOL

122. Ever had a credit card denied?
No *knock on wood

123. What’s the last movie you watched?
Haven't finished watching Hysteria 2011

124. Last TV Show?
Don't remember. Don't watch much tv

125. You see your Ex making out with one of your friends. What do you do?
Highly improbable

126. Ever been called a whore?
Jokingly

127. Ever sang the national anthem?
Yes

128. Ever made yourself throw up?
Yes. One too many drinks =/

129. Have you ever kissed someone who wasn’t your Partner?
No

130. Are you Cute or Gross?
Again, what in the actual fuck? 

131. Does it bother you when people say “LOOK HOW MUCH YOU’VE GROWN!”
Naww

132. Can you say intelligent things around the guy you like?
LOL NO! I get flustered around crushes

133. Ever had the lead in a play?
No

134. What about a solo in a concert?
Kind of

135. What kind of a student are you?
Procrastinating kind

136. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a Letter?
F

137. Worst grade you’ve ever gotten with a number?
36%?? Didn't go to my finals worth 60%

138. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
Yes :X

139. Would it bother you if you found out that your mother was pregnant?
Yes, specially since she has her tube tied

140. How late do you sleep in?
I can sleep for dayssss

141. Do you edit your profile pictures before posting them?
Naww

142. Be 100% honest. Do you have any friends who are uglier than you?
No

143. Do you believe in all that inner beauty crap?
Yes

144. Would you consider yourself a good student?
LOLOLOL

145. Does it bother you when Surveys ask “Did you like this survey?”
Eh

146. Salty, Sweet, Sour or Spicy?
Nix the sour, I'll take everything else

147. Are you going into High School this year?
Nope

148. What about Junior High?
Nope

149. What is one thing someone could say to you right now that would make you cry?
Bad news. IE: death *knock on wood

150. Last question. How many unread messages are in your phone?
1

 

-Elle Are Emm