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  • That feeling after undressing to take a cool shower after a hot, sticky day

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    Late post, whatevs.

    This was basically me the whole morning until late afternoon:

    Can I please get a tall order of one enigmatic, rich, powerful, sweet, protective, gentleman vampire please? laughinglaughinglaughing

    Between callopsing, playing cake mania, watching anime (Vampire Knight Guilty), I actually found the time to feed myself. By late afternoon, Mother Dear came home with steam buns and egg pie (SHE LOVES US AFTER ALL!). I thought I was going to pick up books from the library for our long drive next week, but it was already close. However to get a bit more practice, she'd asked me to drive for her to run some errands. I got dollar drink (iced coffee) and large fries in return happy. It's always fun tagging around Ma'dear, since I always get free stuff/food laughing

    As I was taking Aso for a walk, we saw the "asshole"dog and his owner from yesterday yikes! That was slightly awkward, but he smiled and waved at us. Hmm, I think it's super bad ass to have a big dog. This guy was such a boss getting pulled by his dog while he rides on his skateboard. What does my dog do? Nothing, that's what.

    I soon realized it's a Friday and that I won't likely be able to see my friends for another 3 weeks. Saturday, mostly everyone's going to Whistler. Next week, which is the last week of summer before school resumes, I'm going to be in Calgary. The weekend after, I'm going to be in Whistler for some school function. So I asked if anyone was willing to come over and just relax since DJ's halfhearted plans for a get together fell through (obviously). Turns out people already made arrangements (which I was welcomed to come) but MF decided that she was going to be an un-spoiled brat and do her laundry at my place. 

    Creepy? I know! That's how I found her after my shower. In the dark, playing fruit ninja (??), too lazy to get up and on the lights.

    Whilst waiting for her laundry, we decided we were finally going to watch Grimm Love. It wasn't as gory as I thought it was going to be. I find myself being sympathetic to the main characters. Is that twisted? Keep in mind that this movie is very closely based on real events. I don't know....it was sweet and tender in the most morbid sort of way.

     

    Aso feinting sweetness, sleeping on my lap during the movie. He gets like this when other people are around.

    During the course of this movie, I also found out that a lot more people are attending the Whistler night get away tomorrow. I originally planned to go, but I was called in to work for the first time in MONTHS so I had to back out. Besides, I have been such a charity case lately. Anyway, I had a moment of weakness and felt the green monster bubble up to the surface, decided I wanted to go after all. To compromise, I called a coworker to ask if I can be let out early (yes, I told a little white lie to persuade her! bummed I do feel EXTREMELY  bad). Inevitably, it is up to how the day goes tomorrow. So I may or may not go anyway *sigh  

    Now, this is just me refusing to sleep at almost 4 am since I still have to pack for my possible 2nd mini trip, finish laundry, clean up room etc. Irony? I haven't stayed up past 2am since my break and I had nowhere to be on those days early in the morning that requires energy for the whole day. That made sense right? Good. I'm sleepy.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

     

  • Opps

    Just as I thought I'd found an easier, more succinct plus amusing way to blog which includes pictures I get screwed over. Technology failed me yet again. Now all images of today has been lost between transferring my pictures from my cellphone to my memory card.

     

    Oh well.

     

    Basically my day was spent playing Cake Mania, working out, walking Aso (and almost getting trouble at that. See when I named him, I just thought it'd be amusing, I didn't exactly factor in what non-tagalog speakers would think. Oh well, it makes for a good conversation.) and going to JW's pre-birthday celebration. I thought it was going to be a small, quiet get together, when we got there though, the backyard was actually dressed up with balloons and flowers. Her cute  cousin was there.winky I've heard a lot about him and seen some pictures but I actually haven't seen or interacted with him. Getting a closer look, he reminds me so much of Biker Boy, a younger, fresher version that is. Also, he wasn't as horrible as I've been told, he was pretty outgoing.

     

    The night ended early as we were told to "maybe call it a night" by her conservative step mom who was on patrol the whole night. It was still pleasant all in all.

     

    UGH! having pictures makes my day seem/look more exciting. May or may not edit if those pictures magically appear

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Brownies, Cute Puppies, Movies Etc

    On Monday (which was two days ago) I finally got to see JW, I've been such a flake with her lately that I was starting to feel bad. She picked me up around 3PM from my place and we made the 5-10 minute drive to her place. I hadn't realize how much time had passed since I haven't visited her place, wasn't it just last year or two when we frequent her house? I caught up with her step mom for a bit and that sweet woman even gave me a hug. I love parents laughing. They even have puppies now!! For the most part, we stayed in her room catching up and talking about nothing and everything (if that makes sense), we also semi-planned her pre-birthday get together which will happen tomorrow.

     


    Bella and Bethoveen.  THEY ARE SO SWEET! That's Bella (brown) lying curled up on my stomach. Too bad these cute adorable creatures aren't exactly wanted. After coming home, I had a talk with Aso telling him how fortunate he is for being so spoiled. He just gave me his signature puppy dog eyes.

    As promised, JW baked me her infamous Pillsbury brownies.Now I know why it always taste so different. It's cause she doesn't use the exact measurements the recipe requires.

    She played the piano for me for a while whilst waiting for the brownies to cook. She said she made too many mistakes from the lack of practice, I say if I have half the skills she has I'd be happy. I don't even remember how to read music notes anymore. bummed

    Me, pretending to know how to play.After she got tired of playing, we decided to watch The Phantom of the Opera. That movie and the actors reminded me wayy too much of other movies/actor. I'm not a big fan of musical you see, I find the whole thing...cheesy. Redeeming grace of it though is that the Phantom was actually played by one of my favourite Scotsman; Gerald Butler. Now, I'm not quite sure if that was his real voice, but if it was...I don't mind getting freaky, possessive, obsessive, controlling, manipulative on me winky

    Onwards to Tuesday.

    Aso and Ate LG. I had plan to stay at home yesterday, but she texted me. I really can't afford to do anything at all (*sigh the life of a broke college student) but I remember that I had those free movie tickets and that I was going to bring her with me (the irony is that she works at a rival theater).

    Aso, being his adorable, suck-up self, was naturally attached to her the entire time. Well, she wasn't doing anything to stop him anyway. She literally wouldn't let go of my dog either. She even ask to baby sit him while we go on our family trip next week to visit father dear. It's always a pleasure having her over and conversing with her, we discussed about or estrange (ex for me ) friends, and I feel like I she understands and that I can relate to her in that regard. 

     

    We ended up going to her workplace so that it's closer from home and so that my siblings and Babsie can get in for free courtesy of Ate LG. Then we walked to Surrey's favourite Asian restaurant aka Bubble World to meet up with a few other people.

    Spicy black sesame chicken. We took our time eating until it was time for our movie.

    I WAS FINNALLY GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTER!!!!laughinglaughinglaughing I know, I know, I'm probably the last person on earth who hasn't seen it. To be fair though I am not its biggest fan. Not because I didn't/don't think it's good, but because I haven't gotten around to reading the books. I shall though! The movie was simply amazing. I literally held my breath multiple times throughout the movie.Now, if the conclusion of the movie was this great, I wonder how the books must be like. Although I probably won't read it for another few months/years, I kind of want to forget the movie so that the books wouldn't be spoiled for me.

    The night ended with taking Aso for a walk around the block after I got dropped off.

    Now on this nice, beautiful, summer, sunny day, this is basically what I have planned:

     

  • Back and in one piece

    Nothing beats a nice relaxing day spent in a small quaint town. It feels a lot longer, but we actually left yesterday at around 1:30PM and made a five hour drive up to Penticton. It was such a nice pleasant town --albiet small--.

    The drive, which consisted of mindless chatter and reminiscing, was filled with fantastic scenery. The weather was perfect for such trip. See sometimes, the view is just too perfect that a mere camera and a very amateur photographer can't capture it. But trust me, it was b-e-a-u-tiful.

    (L-R) AA, LM, MF. Picture taken in Peachland. I really wish that fence isn't there, the view behind us was just surreal.

    At around 6PM we finally made it to our motel, Stardust Motor Inn. Other than the funky smell, it wasn't too bad really. It had two queen size bed,  air conditioner, kitchenette, bathroom and a tv.

    After unpacking, we heated up our modest meal for the evening. We had butter chicken, rice and tuna salad. We decided to eat outside in their back porch, by the pool since it was a nice day out. 

    After our meal, we decided to rest up before venturing outside for a walk. We played a round of rock-paper-scissor to determine who gets a single bed. MF won and I had to share the bed with AA.

    We took our stroll around the town towards their downtown as the sun was about to set. I understand that this was a small town, but keep in mind that we were downtown on a Saturday. Couple of obvious observations immediately popped in my mind. 1) the houses were so adorable 2) the streets were empty 3) it felt like we were in a movie set of some small residential small town ala Smallville like. 4) everything was  closed on a Saturday at 8PM. We walked around looking for something we can do at this time. As we arrived downtown, we heard this blasting music a block away so we decided to follow it.

    It was some sort of concert in this open lawn. That's the stage and you can't really see it, but there were quite a number of people in their lawn chairs watching. Also, in front of the stage, there were a lot of little adorable kids dancing to the beat of the music. It was immediately evident though, that this show wasn't really for people in our age group seeing as the crowd was consisted mostly of retirees. So we walked away and continued our stroll. We eventually spotted a few pubs and night clubs. It was getting late and we were quite far away from our home for the night. So we called a cab and headed back.

    Seeing as AA doesn't go clubbing due to religious restrictions. She asked that we do so when we get to Penticton just to experience what it's like. I know, who goes to a small town when you live in a city JUST to go clubbing? Apparently we do. So we picked up a few drinks along the way, pre-drink as we got ready then made it out at around 11:30PM

     

    The Mule.  This was one of the clubs we passed by and eventually went to. I was instantly shocked as I, I amongst ALL people  felt under dressed. I immediately  wanted to go back and put more  clothes on. ( I was wearing a long sleeve thigh length dress and a thigh high boots. Needless to say, it was a modest outfit as far as clubbing wear goes in the city anyway) There was no dress code implemented and everyone was in casual wear. 

    We payed the cover charge and went in. The crowd was waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy different than what I expected and use to. Not like I go clubbing a lot. In fact, I don't enjoy it in the sense that one is supposed to enjoy clubs. I don't dance and the drinks are too pricey. The handful of times I've gone, I just sit and people watch. I don't mind that part at all actually. It amuses me. Anyway, it was agreed earlier on that I would only go if I wasn't forced into dancing. So I sat and drink my drink which AA kindly payed for.  I watched as the vast majority of the crowd which consisted of older people, and I mean older people, ranging from early thirties to --I swear to you --seventies, groove to the beat. Now, after my initial shock wore off, I decided that I quite liked it like that. First off, it was much more comfortable as it wasn't sleazy,there was no dry humping or make out sessions happening here and there,  you can tell that people came there to dance and have a good time so it doesn't feel as though you are getting scouted. I know it defeats the purpose of clubbing but whatever. Though, it was clearly obvious that we were from out of town, by the simple fact that we three were the only Asians present.
    After about an hour and a half, we decided to leave and visit the pub we've seen earlier, none of us remember where it was exactly so we were wondering around for quite sometime. The funny thing is, even though it was nearly 1 AM and the streets were dark and empty, I felt perfectly safe, I guess because it was a small town that it didn't feel intimidating.

    We eventually found the pub but it was closing in 10 mins. So we called a cab and headed to Denny's. After, we walked across and down the street back to our motel. We got cleaned up and headed to sleep at around 2:30AM. Yes, we relatively early considering we were out of town with no parental supervision, such a party animal we bunch are. Regardless, I found the night fun and we did have an early/busy day ahead.

    We woke up at 8AM, had a mini breakfast, watched a cheesy, cringe worthy movie (one of the sequel to Bring it On with Christina Millan), showered and packed. We left our room at 11AM and headed to the beach. This picture does it no justice at all btw. It was a beautiful, warm day out. The beach was perfect, and though it was early, we did have a few coolers.

    Suntanning with a book at hand. Not like I need it, suntanning of course. This is only due to AA's insistence yet again. Apparently, we should strive to make ourselves a few shades darker so that people would comment on it and subsequently ask if we had gone anywhere for the summer. We can then modestly brag that we went on a mini trip to Penticton. It was such a beautiful day out though, so I didn't complain.

    Us three.

    We did plan to walk around downtown, but it was such a nice lazy day that we just stayed in the beach and splashed around the water. Which btw, was very clear, I almost forgot how smooth, silky sand felt between my toes. For lunch, we drove to Theo's thinking we were going to have Greek, as it turns out it was close until 4PM so we ended up...

     

    here. A nice, pleasant indie cafe. We walked up to the menu posted outside when this guy urge us to come in, proclaiming that this is the place to be in Penticton. He claimed it had everything, from Wifi, to a Gypsy to a Massage chair. Turns out, he may or may not be the owner. He challenged us to a dance off to that Michael Jackson PS3 game (picture above). Saying that whomever beats him gets a free meal. He was very forceful about it too. None of us accepted the challenge though. He did eventually danced for us.

    Out meal, super delish! too bad we didn't discover the place earlier.

    We even had an entertainer to boot! He claimed to be an Aboriginal Ancient Artifact.He performed a couple of tricks (including making a toothpick jump to the rhythm of our pulse and one too many cheesy/funny pick up lines.
    Rodney: "Excuse me, you dropped a smile...THERE IT IS!" Awkward moment when he introduced himself and none of us reciprocated.

    We drive off and away after our meal towards this wine yard. Again, the place took my breath away. *Sigh, I can very much imagine myself taking a nice romantic stroll under the moonlight along the winery. It felt like a scene from Letters to Juliet. Now, I just need my own Romeo silly

     

    We tasted a couple of wine, all of which tasted very similar to me. I don't think I'm sophisticated enough to distinguish one wine from another.It didn't stop me from wishing we could have a glass of wine and cheese in their balcony which overlooks this beautiful view of the lake. 

    That pretty much concluded our trip. Until next year!

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Almost there

    The overwhelming sense of dread took over me late two nights ago as the hour tick and neared Monday. You see, Thursday was my final day of exams, and Monday was when I get to see if I had been unsuccessful. Therefore, although I should have been worried free, I retained this residual paralyzing dread deep in the back of my mind. It was given then, that as soon as Mother Dear inquired about my exam results Sunday evening, that I curled in on myself in the fetal position with my heart thumping hard against my chest, all very literal of course. 

    Monday, I woke up at 6AM, goes to show just how anxious I was. I had about 6 nerve-filled hours to kill before I get to find out just how bad I did. Granted, though I was already resigned, I was hoping against all hopes that another miracle would happen and that a stroke of luck would enable me to do the unimaginable.

    So there I sat on my bed, alternating between playing computer games, folding my pile of laundry, watching Harry Potter and compulsively and obsessively checking the clock. 12PM strikes. I nervously typed in my school's website. As the page load and I scroll down, my tremor and nausea was taken to a whole new level. Moment of truth came, I had the screen covered to cushion the impending shock, and shock  I got when I discovered that I had been successful after all! A wave of relief passed through me even as the tremor and nausea lingered.

    Now, I am again left with an empty feeling of "what now? what's next?" mixed with disbelief that I'm finally almost there.

    And that was my yesterday morning. The afternoon and evening consisted of cleaning up my room, a visit from MF, testing driving theories with her and going for gelato. Now, I can finally relax for the next couple of days.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Sense of community

    When did this generation become so technologically dependent, that not being a part of a social network deprives a person the sense of community and automatically makes one feel left out? Well, I haven't had Twitter, Facebook or Tumblr in over a year. Yes, of course, in the beginning it was difficult, but it's easier now that it's out of my system. Although once in a while, especially lately, I've been reconsidering reopening those accounts. I once saw a comic strip, from Cyanide and Happiness that perfectly describes my situation. Guy A asked Guy B for his Facebook, Guy B said he doesn't have one, in the eyes of Guy A, Guy B started fading ever so slowly. It still makes me giggle at how accurate that metaphor is. Since this semester is ending, maybe if all turns well I will.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Long weekends aren't THAT long

    It's almost finished, and of course I have not started studying yet.

    Friday: Clinic. The overwhelming sense of ineptitude took me by surprise. Ironic how I felt very helpless finally realizing that there isn't anything productive I can do in the grander scheme of things with people who have Multiple Sclerosis.

    Saturday:Tita Beth's wedding. First wedding ceremony I have ever been to, for some odd reason no one recognized me, and it wasn't that I was super dressed, it just goes to show how much time I spend socializing and whatnot. To be honest it was a tad awkward. The guest were mostly coworkers, family members that I do not know and my employers were there. I digress...The beaming bride looked gorgeous, and though the vow was generic and the actual service was short, I still got teary eyed and wished for the day of my marriage to come sooner. But I probably need a boyfriend for that to happen.

    Speaking of boyfriend (or not) though I was given the very stressful responsibility of assigning the guest seats, I ended up loosing my spot in the chaos that ensued and ended up being seated with the family of the MC. I guessed that the two adorable halfer babies where hers, but I hadn't realized that the rest (two men) of the party was her family (one being her husband and the other her younger brother). Of course, I folded in on my self due to my debilitating self consciousness with introductions due to my given name, but as soon as the younger brother reached over to introduce himself, I got over it and proceeded to make small talk with the rest. I didn't really do much other than eat, I spent the afternoon basically playing with the two adorable babies who were on their uncle's lap. Hence, by association, I was also associating with the uncle. On our way to the parking lot, having hitched a ride with another tita, she very non-casually mentioned that I would make a good pair with the uncle (who must be in his mid/late twenties) in front of my mother. Now, I would have just smiled, but my mom, being a very Asian mother proceeded to take the joke further and in turn very non-casually started picking on this man's appearance. Now, someone explain to me, why would she think this is necessary. I know it was supposed to be in jest, but she--or anyone else for that matter- have no right. I am in no way in hell the best looking girl out there, so maybe I wouldn't be a good fit for this man (in theory since nothing is going on between this one time acquaintance I made) nor is she in her "prime" as she would always like to point out. She even took the joke further and again, very non-casually mentioned to my father that I have a boyfriend who has [insert physical imperfection here]. My dad, bless his soul, is only slightly concerned about the age difference, however the talk of his full on support started to get ridiculous, even with his good intentions since  I REALLY DO NOT KNOW THIS MAN and NOTHING is going to happen in the present or FUTURE! Regardless, I found my mother's condescending manner towards this man's physical appearance extremely rude and I did not miss a beat to point out that she isn't a super model. I think she got the hint because she took a moment to actually praise this man and his family's success and accomplishment (mother dear is a good acquaintance of his parents)

     

    Sunday: Procrastination made me go kayaking with AA and MF in main. The day was actually nice (DAMNATION TO LYING WEATHER NETWORK!). We headed off to Tio Pepe's afterward for some Mexican grub, but it was intimidatingly full so we went next door to a fancy looking Indian restaurant (which we had originally wanted to have anyway). The ambiance was perfect but the lack of guess had me concern. I was disproved when our very omnomnomnable food came. My taste buds and stomach has given this restaurant a seal of approval!. Had a pleasant walk with Aso when I got home. And now I'm just procrastinating further with this blog. Oh yeah, my phone may or may not be broken (NOOOOOO!!!) I got it wet trying to get ready quickly before AA picked me up. You see, I had already decided I wasn't going until she called. Damnation again.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • That time of the semester...again

    Before I get to the heavy ranting stuff, I'd like to take a moment and recall the past few days:

    Friday last week was busy and tiring, I ended up covering a double shift for my practicuum and though I have never seen that many patients before (7 successive ones) I wasn't as exhausted as I thought I would be. That is after I went to bed and had a massive leg calf cramp.

    Saturday we saw Daddy off to the airport to leave for Calgary. Now, I have been afraid to even breathe about this as I firmly believe that I am a jinx. Even now that he has made it safely there, I still have my fear and uncertainties. Regardless, I'm just happy that now he has renewed hopes, we have renewed hopes. It's just strange not having him around this time, I honestly don't remember feeling this odd longing for my father the last time he left. Daddy, take care, good luck and know that we love you.

     

    Now on to the ranting...

     

    I fucked up again.  I have a very strong feeling that I was not successful in one of my classes that I took the finals for yesterday. It scares me and though I try not to stress out, there has been plenty of moments since yesterday that ceases my breath and fills me with this horrible, paralyzing dread. Like now. No, I did not try my very best so yes,  I deserve what's coming. It still doesn't stop making me wish that I feel anything but this destructive nervousness. I feel like I'm going to faint and throw up simultaneously. I just want to curl up in an obscure dark corner, cover my ears and  close my eyes until this is all over. But, I'm a big girl   and like it or not, there's a cacophony of music to face, it's not melodic but it still has to be faced.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Say it ain't so

    http://ca.shine.yahoo.com/celebs-higher-rates-divorce-040000416.html 

    That is the second article I've read the last two years stating that Massage Therapists belongs to a category of jobs that has high divorce rate. sad Why? What's wrong? This doesn't make sense, we are supposed to be kind, nurturing people of the health care community. Moreover, we are also supposed to be our own boss and regulate our own working hours if we so choose.

    In other news, EFF THESE MOSQUITO BITES MAN! it itches like a mother fff! So much for thinking that I was invincible to those blood sucking beast! Below is a picture of me covered in charcoal poultice (supposed to help with bites, stings etc) I felt like a dalmatian even though I'm no where close to being white.

     

    -Elle Are Emm

  • Inhibitions gone

    Had the most fun Thursday evening I've had in a long while at the Aquino's, both with the usual, some people I haven't seen and some people I didn't know. I would say that I'm about due for a fun night, however, although I haven't gone out in a while, I'm not entirely deserving of it even when I did just finish one part of a two part final. I'm just loosing both productivity and motivation simultaneously as usual *sigh*

    I haven't actually had that much to drink since last year, but I was in control last night so I don't feel guilty.

     

    Best prevention from hang-over? Walking home in the very warm early morning, no sleep and a nice warm shower as well as accidentally grazing a bit of acne medication near the eye.

     

    Off to camping now.

     

    -Elle Are Emm